You CAN NOT be SERIOUS!!

Are you actually serious?? Following my blog post last week regarding the key to weight loss being exercise, i thought id follow up that breakthrough with this little gem of scientific expertise;

Once a month, my body becomes retarded.

Feel free to feel offended by my use of that word, i understand - just dont tell me if you are :) coz i wont listen :)

hello, totm - hello cravings from hell - hell week of huge disgusting struggles.

This week i have;

• exercised almost every day (i had 2 rest days, one when i was ill with pains and once when i was at work)
• stuck to my points rig-id-ly - i mean, ive been a ww saint. seriously,  i deserve to be canonised by the ww fairies.
• managed to diet around a stupid shift at work which meant starting at noon and working till 8pm because i was putting Halloween decs up - i got home at 8:30 and still stuck top my points.

and what do i get for my troubles?

a 3.75lb gain!!

mel is not a happy bunny, and is feeling incredibly fed up at the moment - not helped by monthly depression anyway.

also not helped by inspection day yesterday at work which meant me being on till being oh so happy happy happy with everyone when all i really wanted to do was curl up into a ball and sob.also not helped by my being angry at a friend of mine, who was suspended from work (didnt tell me this) and has now left (didnt tell me this either) and i found out through another friend - arrrggghhhhhh! dick - still, hell hath no fury like a mel scorned

see? scary isnt it? lmao - i dont know why i put this picture on here, a break in the fed up photos i guess? this was my testing the lighting on my webcam piccie :)

This weeks been challenging on multiple levels - infact the levels are, well, two fold ;) - the shifts ive been working have been all over the place with that stupid 'til 8 shift thrown right smack in the middle, and also - this weeks product focus (we have to sell something every week on the till) was raspberry ruffles - oh my word - my absolute fave - and despite telling everyone how nice they are allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll day long, and ive stayed strong all week and havent bought a bag ........ mums picking us up a bag (to share) today :) good times.

i also have vodka and a blue wkd with my name on it - and x factor - i know i know, looking at me im not entirely sure i jump out as the x factor type, but im a massive fan - and im actually the only one out of my friends who likes it :) i even downloaded the Olly Murs single the other day  :P i have quite an eclectic taste in music really - flicking through my ipod theres metallica,acdc,nirvana,greenday - then theres 30 seconds to mars,adam lambert,oasis,travis and the verve - then theres things like robbie williams,take that and olly murs. lol. oh - and i dont like Cher from the xfactor even though we all know she's gonna go through - shes so slappable when she sings, and when she sings she looks like Sylvester Stallone...

aaaaaaddddddddddddddrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!

(couldnt resist,lol)

and for the record, i hate cold play - and if your gonna rap it and add words like ring-a-dinging you really deserve some kind of pain.

                                                        peace out x

p:s;- i added more pics of me in this one, its been a while since ive has the opportunity to be a  web cam whore ;) x look, heres another one ;)     

                                  

ooh and before i forget, a photo of my home made christmas cake that im currently 'feeding' with brandy before starting the icing process - ooohhhh yeah, not just a pretty face ;)